It has been 4 days since the last time she had properly spoken to me. I tried to speak to her multiple times now. Telling her dinner’s ready. Trying to get her to eat some pasta our friend cooked for us. Asking her to help me with setting up my dresser for a minute, the… Continue reading Silence
Most days I wake up One the wrong side of the bed. Anxiety rises And fills me with darkest dread I’d lay back down, Try to go back to sleep, Attempt to escape emotions, Struggle in their solid grip There are some people who’d point out All the bad that they see. Will never think… Continue reading June 11, 2020
I was only doing what I had to do. I was only making sure that they weren’t doing anything that would harm themselves or other people. Why did I have to take a blow? As soon as I felt their palm against my cheek twice after they spoke phrases I didn’t quite absorb, my body… Continue reading Shut Down
Hey, mah friends. We’ve only got a quarter left from this year and some of you are probably thinking “Where had the first 9 months gone?” I know this year is passing by very quickly and honestly I still couldn’t believe it’s been 6 months since I arrived here in the UK yet it feels… Continue reading Quarter Year Left
She was just sitting on their sofa in her bedroom, trying to watch tv over the sound of thunder and the pounding of rain against the window. Trying not to think about the fact that her roommate – her best friend, is out on a date with their girlfriend tonight to celebrate their 2nd year… Continue reading In My Arms
Ever thought that your life is going at such a slow pace and suddenly- BAM!- it comes zooming at you like a bullet train and hits you in the face? Yep. That was what I was thinking about not long before I started typing this. Hey. Hi. Hello. It’s been a while since I updated… Continue reading Too Slow, Too Fast
Hey! Hi! Hello! It’s been more than a month since I last posted, and I have no idea what I wrote there. Probably some blaber that I needed to let off my chest. But I feel like my life is turning around for the better. For my career at least. I know that my previous… Continue reading Life Update
Konnichiwa, minna-san! Alright, I greeted in Japanese because I’ve been obsessed with anime for the past several months, but that’s not what this post is about. This is about the exam I was supposed to take ages ago but got moved multiple times because of certain reasons. I booked it in the first week of… Continue reading Re: Transfer of Exam Date
Hi! I’m finally able to update this blog after two months of inactivity. I am actually writing this as I’m listening to classmates volunteering for the Speaking class for IELTS whilst I’ve only joined in on the first question. Sorry, Ma’am Olet! I just want to share that I’ve actually made a new friend, and… Continue reading Mixed Feelings
Let me just say that I’m currently at that point where I’m not motivated to do anything at all. No kind of inspiration to draw. No writing prompts. No energy to read. Nothing. I have been poking my mind with a stick, telling it to “do something”. It has been ransacking throughout my brain for… Continue reading Unmotivated
Internal Monologues 