Fuck it, I’m very much fucking tired of my anxiety. And it’s not even one of those “I’m nervous but it’ll just pass” anxiety. It’s the “My head is heating up, I’m shaking all over, I’m feeling sick, I couldn’t sleep” anxiety. And it’s not only the megacode by itself tomorrow that I’m worried about… Continue reading Piss Off, Anxiety
Last post as a 20 year old. I’m not sure how to feel about this. Should I be happy that I’m finally an adult? Should I be sad that my younger years are over? ShouldnI be scared of what’s in for me in the near future? I don’t really know.
I have already read 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher circa 2014/2015 and I had just finished watching the series. Nothing broke my heart more than this. I felt the struggle and and suffering of the characters: Clay’s pain, the Bakers’ grief, the remorse of most of the bullies. But I have never related more to anyone,… Continue reading Bullying and Suicide
I’m just going to ask a question that I’ve been asking myself since the first time I’ve learned about this topic, since I’ve never quite grasped the idea of it. From what you have understood, what are the similarities and differences of FEMINISM and GENDER EQUALITY? Just a simple question, as I have a blog post idea in mind… Continue reading Question: Difference
So at most times I just feel emotionally numb, even though that there were conditions that could have already possibly made me angry, extremely sad, annoyed, happy, whatsoever. Those things have become less effective in making me feel these days. There are still certain things that could trigger my emotions but unless they’re done, I… Continue reading Numb?
No. I couldn’t be sure. Maybe I’ve just watched it too many times. I closed my eyes and pinched my arm. Hard. And it was painful. This is only a dream, I told myself. This is only a dream. I opened my eyes and saw the boy’s foot disappear up the window. I ran towards… Continue reading Living in Fairytales: Chapter II
Yooooo. Ya least favorite potato’s back after more than a month of inactivity. I love how I decided to come back during my 19th year of life to keep track of what I’ve been doing, promising to post a maximum of 2 posts in a week (probably, I forgot) and here I am now, writing… Continue reading Going Back to my Old Self
Hey, guys! Last post of 2016. (Whoo!) As I’m typing this, I’m 2 hours and 45 minutes away from 2017 (I live in a GMT +8 time zone) and I decided to make this like only a moment before because I was watching the Before I Fall trailer for the nth time. Speaking of which,… Continue reading Book Review: Before I Fall
As I lay down on bed, smiling from earlier’s memories, I closed my eyes, thinking that I am living the life I’ve always wanted to have. That was what I believed in. Because the moment my head fell onto my pillow, thoughts began rushing in, negativity replacing positivity, darkness replacing light. What if these people… Continue reading Overthinking Kills
Hey, guys. So this is going to be a short update as I’m just going to share you something. I almost made a whole new blog. Yep. An nth blog like I did to my Tumblr account where you can make multiple blogs with only one account. Why would you make another one? You literally… Continue reading Who Would Care?
Internal Monologues 