Most days I wake up One the wrong side of the bed. Anxiety rises And fills me with darkest dread I’d lay back down, Try to go back to sleep, Attempt to escape emotions, Struggle in their solid grip There are some people who’d point out All the bad that they see. Will never think… Continue reading June 11, 2020
I was only doing what I had to do. I was only making sure that they weren’t doing anything that would harm themselves or other people. Why did I have to take a blow? As soon as I felt their palm against my cheek twice after they spoke phrases I didn’t quite absorb, my body… Continue reading Shut Down
Hey, mah friends. We’ve only got a quarter left from this year and some of you are probably thinking “Where had the first 9 months gone?” I know this year is passing by very quickly and honestly I still couldn’t believe it’s been 6 months since I arrived here in the UK yet it feels… Continue reading Quarter Year Left
Ever thought that your life is going at such a slow pace and suddenly- BAM!- it comes zooming at you like a bullet train and hits you in the face? Yep. That was what I was thinking about not long before I started typing this. Hey. Hi. Hello. It’s been a while since I updated… Continue reading Too Slow, Too Fast
Hi, 29-year old Arrianne! I’m 24-year old Arrianne. I just decided to call you that because nowadays I prefer being called by my nickname instead of my real one. I don’t actually know where to start. 2020 had just ended, and it’s still surreal to me. I currently don’t have a job, which is both… Continue reading To Myself In Five Years’ Time // January 5, 2021
Hi! So. 2020, eh? It’s been a loooong year for all of us. A lot of things had happened, and let me tell you mine. It’s not going to be a long post because I don’t think I’d be able to explain it all. The first significant thing that happened to me was that I… Continue reading End of 2020
Hey hey hey! Final part is here! I’m feeling a bit sad that there are no more questions in this tag, but also happy that I got to do this. So here I am, feeling a bit detached from myself at half past one in the morning, about to do the last questions. Without further… Continue reading How To Really Know Someone Vol. 10
Happy Halloween! We don’t usually celebrate this kind of holiday in our place because around this time, we actually visit our loved ones who had already passed away. This day though, my family was busy applying wallpaper to our living room and bedrooms. I’m excited to finally redecorate the room that I share with my… Continue reading How To Really Know Someone Vol. 8
This was written back in March 2019. I just saw this in my old notebook and decided to post it here. What is it with coffee shops that draws us in? Is it the aroma? The need for caffeine? The temptation to satisfy our palates? The peaceful air that calms us down? Each of them… Continue reading Coffee Shop
Hi! So this is more than my normal schedule (if you would even call it “normal”), which is 1 post a week maximum, but I found answering the questions somehow fun, so I’m taking up a notch and do 15 instead of 10. Let’s go! 61. What do you think about following your dreams? Are… Continue reading How To Really Know Someone Vol. 7
Internal Monologues 