I came across a YouTube short by someone who says that people are just undisciplined, not tired. I let it play over and over again, trying to understand what this person was trying to say, while I rot in bed absolutely exhausted from the past 2 days that I was working 12-hour shifts. I used… Continue reading Burned Out
Ever been so obsessed with someone who is fictional or might be real but doesn’t know who you are – like a celebrity? There might be a lot of people who will say yes to this. There are some who would deny it but it’s actually true. I know. I’ve seen this kind, and I… Continue reading Parasocialism
Most days I wake up One the wrong side of the bed. Anxiety rises And fills me with darkest dread I’d lay back down, Try to go back to sleep, Attempt to escape emotions, Struggle in their solid grip There are some people who’d point out All the bad that they see. Will never think… Continue reading June 11, 2020
I was only doing what I had to do. I was only making sure that they weren’t doing anything that would harm themselves or other people. Why did I have to take a blow? As soon as I felt their palm against my cheek twice after they spoke phrases I didn’t quite absorb, my body… Continue reading Shut Down
Twenty four stories from the ground, I sat on a round pouf of a chair, gazing at the streets below from my window. It was ten in the evening, and my mother was already asleep. Outside, people were still bustling around, getting off cars, crossing streets, entering stores to find something to eat. At this… Continue reading Pre-Valentine’s
As I scanned through different Harry Potter merch that I could buy with my own money, and scrolled down various posts on Tumblr that contained stills and fanfiction from my favorite books, tv shows, and movies, my dad entered my room. “Have you already sent out your curriculum vitae to the agency?” he asked. I… Continue reading Childhood
So Dan just posted a 45-minute video on YouTube and I’ve only been 10 minutes into it. It’s been a long day, and I’m exhausted and I need to be physically and mentally awake to be able to comprehend the video, so I just need to lie down and sleep and I’ll just continue watching… Continue reading Basically I’m Gay
Sometimes you have to forget everything to be able to find your purpose again
When she decided to swallow fear and sent them a message asking how things were with them while they were still online, she wasn’t expecting anything. So why was she hurt when they didn’t reply? It was because 5 minutes after it was successfully forwarded, they logged out. It was because they never replied, even… Continue reading The Feeling of Unwanted
One of the Philippines’ longest running tv shows encourages people to write their life stories and send it to them to be portrayed , acted out and shared to others all over the country and possibly around the globe, usually ending on a note with a life lesson. Yesterday night, the episode was about Jake… Continue reading Day 3 | Jake Zyrus and the Acceptance of the LGBTQ community | Daily Writing
Internal Monologues 