It has been 4 days since the last time she had properly spoken to me.

I tried to speak to her multiple times now.

Telling her dinner’s ready.

Trying to get her to eat some pasta our friend cooked for us.

Asking her to help me with setting up my dresser for a minute, the only one she responded to for the past several days0 but only with the words “just wait” monotonously before giving me a hand in setting one side of the furniture on top of the other and then immediately leaving after I screwed them in place.

The longer this goes on, the angrier I get but I just keep my mouth shut because I know that she’ll just explode if I started berating on her, which I don’t want to have since we’ve got 2 more people living under the same roof as us and the silence she’s been giving is already starting to take a toll on both of them since she has also given them little to no attention at all.

And honestly, I’m fucking tired. I am so tired of being the “bigger person” that our parents always tell me to be.

My patience has been growing shorter overtime and I don’t have the same level of tolerance I had before.

So god forbid this won’t keep on going because if it did, I would give her the most raging message I’ve ever sent my entire life.