Hey, mah friends.

We’ve only got a quarter left from this year and some of you are probably thinking “Where had the first 9 months gone?”

I know this year is passing by very quickly and honestly I still couldn’t believe it’s been 6 months since I arrived here in the UK yet it feels like I’ve only been here for a month.

So for the past few weeks, I’ve been having this little funny feeling inside and I couldn’t share it to any person I know no matter if they’re family, friend of coworker. The only way that I could express it is through writing and listening to music. I have already been writing stuff with this particular theme a few times now and pardon me if I use the same theme again in the next posts I make.

I had also been in a couple of annual leaves now and honestly I had been looking for this kind of rest for the past 3 months. I got to explore bits of London like the Kew Garden, The Beatles crosswalk, Notting Hill and so many more. I really thought that London was just a small city prior to coming here in the UK and that I would be able to explore all of it in a few days but boy was I so wrong.

There is still dread whenever I do shifts because the hospital I work at is also understaff so there are times when I don’t have a nursing attendant with me. The nurse in charge and other RNs in the ward can also get busy so I couldn’t really get help with some things, and that’s what I hate. Being helpless. Hopefully I would get over it and be able to gain more skills and knowledge in the next few months.

So far those are the only thoughts I could identify. Brain is a little bit messy as of the moment although I am already getting some help about it.

That’s it for now. Ta-ta!