Hi! So this is more than my normal schedule (if you would even call it “normal”), which is 1 post a week maximum, but I found answering the questions somehow fun, so I’m taking up a notch and do 15 instead of 10. Let’s go!

61. What do you think about following your dreams? Are you following your dreams?

Even if there’s a lot of people who prefer practicality for survival, I believe that following your dreams will make you happier and more contented in life.

Right now, I can’t identify if I’m following my dreams, or if I even have dreams at all.

62. How would you like to die?

Painless. Without carrying any guilt in my heart.

63. Are you able to kill animals? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

No. There will never be an instance where killing is acceptable.

64. What is your favorite time of day/day of the week/month of the year?

I become productive around late in the afternoon. I have no particular favorite day of the week. December is the month I always look forward to.

65. How close and warm is your family? Do you feel your childhood was happier than most other people’s?

We’re close, but not to the point where we are comfortable with sharing most deep secrets with one another. I have repressed some memories I’ve had as a child, so I can’t really tell if I had a happier childhood.

66. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

That I haven’t thought about. I have gotten used to dealing things by myself, which I do poorly, I admit. I don’t want to be a burden to others.

67. What do you feel guilty about?

Not going to work because of my anxiety.

68. What do you believe makes a successful life?

Contentment. Success doesn’t necessarily mean having a great job with a high income, and the likes. It’s when you know you’ve gained things that gives you the sense of fulfillment.

69. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

It depends. If it is about something that may cause harm to other people, I sometimes speak up and point out the things they said that are inappropriate. I can’t express myself well, and I have messy thoughts, so most of the times I just keep it to myself.

70. While parking late at night, you slightly scrape the side of a Porsche. You are certain no one else is aware of what happened. The damage is minor and would be covered by insurance. Would you leave a note?

Although covered by insurance, my guilt wouldn’t let me sleep if that happened, so yes, I’d leave a note about it.

71. What is the one thing that you love the most about yourself?

I honestly wish I could answer this question.

72. Would you try smoking? Alcohol? Why?

I’ll never want to try smoking, because of the smell, and also the high chance of affecting other people. I’ve already tried drinking alcohol, but only a total of 5 shots so far: 2 were high alcohol beer, 3 were vodka.

73. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

As much as I want to see where I will be in 5 years’ time, I honestly can’t.

74. Would you try drugs? What kind? Why?

For experiment, yes. For recreational use, no.

75. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?

I just want to see how I will be doing in the future, and how much time I have left. Yes, dark, I know. I can’t explain why but I just want to know

That’s it for tonight! Hopefully I could do another 15 questions tomorrow. Thanks for reading!

-claud